Email 386: "Turn Your Problems to Blessings!"

Posted by Pozziepinoy on 6:47 AM

Dear All,

First of all i would like to thank GOD for giving me all the blessings that i have, secondly to pozzie na naging instrumento and inspirasyon sa mga taong hindi alam ang gagawin, thirdly sa mga taong tumutulong sa mga nangangailangan nang kausap at masasandalan at lastly sa mga libreng testing sites especially RITM clinic malate.


I just want to share my story about my 3 months life waiting if i am Positive or Negative. Here we go taglish ko nalang pozzie para mejo makwento ko nang maayos..  Last couple of months i encountered protected sex, while i received oral sex (bj)  while putting my finger on her vaginal, that girl i've known only for only that night for short one night stand.  I am a person who is GOD fearing, naughty sometimes pero totoong tao, I will not put myself in situation that i can't handle yung tipong i am always at good side kaso ewan ko bakit biglang nangyari yung gabi na un, cgro NOBODY IS PERFECT lahat ngkakamali and i agree to that.  

Anyway, after that night mejo i have bad feelings yung tipong pagod and gusto matulog 
nang buong araw, syempre i understand kasi galing sa pagod..then a week after mejo this is different na, then jan na pumasok yung browsing kay MR. GOOGLE...  ive been anxious all the time what is the symptoms and how HIV can transmit, dun mejo nakakabaliw kasi once may nabasa ka then you compare it sa nararamdaman mo dun nagsisimula ang pagiging paranoid mo. Then after a week, feeling better and better, i dont have any symptoms of being infected but i have tired body all the time, just because of being anxious of the situation and syempre to think WHAT IF, and WHAT IF.. 

Then i saw the blog of POZZIE that give me courage and motivation, i read some blogs 
that's shares there story and the inspirational message of POZZIE it is really a WIN WIN because he touched everyone's heart especially me. I do really accept if i turns positive, (e nandito na eh kalokohan ko to wala na ako magagawa just to accept the facts ) and if i turns negative (that's the last time na gagawin ko yun promised). and the weeks passed by it comes in 3 months.

Punta na ako sa RITM clinic to find out, while in FX going to RITM (DUG DUG DUG ) kabado agad  sympre deep breathe lang katapat. then i reached the RITM lakad ako sabi ko pasok ba ako ??? close pa ata??? then pasok ako..  i asked the OIC, im looking for Nurse Nicka and Thrishia... un na matic na feel up ako ng form then mghintay ako tawagin ung number ko.. im so nervous syempre dug dug dug ule... the clinic is just a simple clinic 
but full of good hearted people, mejo nawala ung tense and nerbyos ko cgro i set on my mind na i am negative . then the counselor called my number, e2 na explain sya about sa HIV and nag ask ng mga personal question about sa sexual life. I feel good sa counsel namin kasi sabi niya ay wala to for sure negative sabi ko sana po... then kinuhanan na nang dugo  sa 2nd floor the Med Tech was so very professional wala man lang ako naramdaman na may tumusok sa akin, sabi ko sa sarili ko un na un? panis..... then pinabalik ako after 2 hours so ikot ikot muna, i extend the 2 hours into 3 hours para pag balik ko d na ako mag intay.. deep breathe again woo.. i enter again at RITM,  ok na po ba result... tara d2 tau sa room, kabado sympre and sabi ko nanjan na yan panindigan na so i opened the envelope  ALL WAS NEGATIVE!!!! 

Thank you LORD...

Sa lahat po na takot mag pa HIV test ako takot na takot ako mag patest pero i put faith in my heart and give all my fears to the LORD.  Sabi nga ni Pozzie It's a win win situation be aware of your health condition.. Hoping my letter can inspire people who is scared to face the reality.

PS. For those People who is POZ... STAY healthy po  trust GOD he will provide the cure soon.


Thank you,
negary



"WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER.
NO PLHIV is alone with his or her struggle with HIV!"

-Pozziepinoy-


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